Well, now that michael and I are back in Iowa alone, we were able to think about some changes that we should make- as individuals and as a couple- in light of the new year.
As I may have mentioned in previous blogs, I never really saw Michael last semester. Since he was studying so hard, we rarely every got to enjoy any time together. I almost got used to being alone. I would come home from work and do crafts while Michael was in the other room and then I would go to bed alone, while he stayed up until all hours of the night studying. I was lonely, but I didn't realize just how lonely I was until I went back to Texas for Christmas and was surrounded by all the people I love. When my parents were telling me goodbye, I had a lump in my throat as I held back the tears. Standing in the airport, with a million people around, and I didn't want to escape from my parents' embrace. Needless to say, I gathered myself and said goodbye.
I'm a social person; I truly don't need alone time, ever. I want to be surrounded by lots of people at all times. Michael recognized this and as a part of his New years resolution, he promised I wouldn't be going to bed alone anymore. He's also going to take one evening off every week from studying to spend time with me. He told me our marriage is much more important than being at the very top of his class. So far, he's remained true to his word. Since we've been back, we've been spending about an hour together every night and we had a little extra time last weekend. Last night, he even pulled an all nighter, so we would have alot of the weekend to spend together. I think this semester will be much better than the last :)
In addition, I've decided to really push myself to find a better job, where i can utilize my education and abilities. Every week I am going to apply to as many places as it takes to get a job interview and I'm going to try to have one interview scheduled each Thursday (my day off) until I find the right place for me. So far, I've done this. I had one interview yesterday, which went well, but the pay is 100% commission and with me being the sole bread winner at the moment, that's not very ideal. I've also received several calls about job interviews, which I will schedule for next Thursday. Wish me luck!
Other than those two main goals, Michael and I are both trying to work out more often and eat more healthy. I also want to have a new outlook. I don't want to think of Iowa as a prison. I want to think of it as an open door, full of adventure and possibilities. If there is light in this state, I will find it.
In 2011, I graduated from what I believe is the greatest university on earth, married the man of my dreams, and moved to a new place. 2012, show me what you've got!
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